Sunday, October 11, 2015

238. Benefits of Finding Common Ground in People

I got invited to a birthday brunch today. Before such event I get a little nervous, not knowing what to expect, but then I re-mind myself I've been in these situations before and actually enjoy chatting and getting along with other people, and with that trust I calm down.

There was one women I was unsure of at the event -- I didn't know if she had a problem with me, and I had the idea she didn't like me because of one behavior, but because I knew this kind of thinking (of whether she liked me or not) was a habit I usually obsess over, I utilized support from my partner to let it go and if she is there, simply say hi and I don't have to talk to her (in other words, I don't have to force myself to talk to her because of a need to please her or make her my friend).

Funny how things worked cause she ended up sitting next to me, and I was surprised at how different she was in comparison to the ideas I had about her. I found that the common ground between us was children -- that she has a daughter and that I work in a school with children her's daughters age, so I initiated a conversation about that and it turned out to be a cool chat where she gave me some information about the city I'm living in that I can now utilize in my life.

I was surprised by the helpful information I got from her, because I wasn't expecting it, and from this I've realized that every new person I talk to in some way gives me a gift -- whether it's a connection to a job, or a person, or a new piece of information about the city I'm living in, every person I have interacted with has in some way given me something I can take and utilize to make improvements in my life.

So I suggest for everyone to not isolate oneself from people, because when you meet and chat with people you can gain information that may benefit your life, as well as serve as a connection to another person or to an opportunity. Find that little courage to simply go for it, strike up a conversation with someone, even if it's a ''how are you?'' and see where that leads. See where there is common ground, what the both of you can talk about. What you can relate to. This is especially important for people who live in a new city or town, to make connections and friends because it is through people you can gain information that can assist you in living a more comfortable life in a new environment.

I met with people I wouldn't normally hang out with if I lived my old life back in the states but circumstances brought us together and we all have common ground when it comes to being of similar nationalities and cultures in a European city. This is what establishes connections and it feels good to have a network of people to go to for questions and support and to simply share the ups and downs. Meeting these people also helped me learn more about my city, got me in contact with certain people and really assisted me in making my new life comfortable.

But the key is you must be willing to open up and share with people. Not everything, but whatever you are comfortable within the topic and from this, points and information will open up you could never have predicted that can benefit you and your life.

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Sunday, September 27, 2015

237. What is the Solution to Inequality Between Teachers?

One of the observations I've made at my new job was that I am now able to sit-in at teacher's meetings and be able to talk about the students I am working with, and find ways to improve as a teacher with the other teachers. Since I am a teacher's assistant, I first had the impression I would not have such access, or be equal to the other teachers in being able to sit in these meetings and discuss details about the students progress and any concerns related to the matter.

When I first encountered this I was surprised because at my last school job teacher assistants were not equal to teachers in being able to sit in these teacher meetings and discuss details about students or gain information on the student's background and anything else that may be necessary to know.

I personally think that being a teacher or assistant one should be able to have as much information about one's student as possible in order to gain more understanding on them so that they know how to work with them best. Information such as: where the student comes from, how they work, their relationship to their parents, etc is pretty important for teacher's or assistants to know this or else the teacher and student relationship cannot be optimal.

So, to not get off topic, I now have the opportunity to sit in these teacher meetings and learn more about the individual students and how they work. Not only does this make me feel more connected with the team I'm working in, but I gain information about students that assist me in being able to find ways of working with them best. For example, gaining information from a teacher that student A is developmentally slower than the other children and so we together discuss activities that we can assist him with. Now since I know this student works at a slower pace and even comprehends information at a slower pace, I can now practice talking slower to him for example and being more patient with him. If I did not get this information I may have caused unnecessary friction and conflict between the both of us.

Being equal to a teacher at my new job is a complete turn over from my last job as an instructional aid where I was not allowed to sit in during teacher meetings to talk about the student I was working with. Since I worked one-on-one with a student of autism and spent the majority of my time with him at school, I believed I should have been able to attend the weekly teacher meetings, but because I was in a ''lower'' position than the special-ed teacher, for some reason I was not allowed to attend these meetings. It really sucked cause being an instructional aide to a student, you are the number 1 supporter of that student -- you must assist them with classwork and be their chaperone, and yet that number 1 person for the student is unable to attend teacher meetings to gain information and support on how best to work with them. Perhaps the reasons regarding having access to teacher meetings now is I work in a Montessori school as opposed to a public school, and I also work in Europe instead of the US.

What would be fantastic is if all teachers and staff working with students have these meetings where they discuss the child's history and background in a supportive manner, giving each other tips and finding solutions on how to work with the child, so all adults are on the same page when it comes to this student and no one is left out.

A solution would be: One can start walking a process of equalizing oneself to the mind and correcting it within what is best for self, while working with the system in implementing solutions such as Living Income Guaranteed BECAUSE the world system won't change unless we individually and collectively change -- and it starts with self and one's relationship to one's mind first. (Image Source)


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Wednesday, September 16, 2015

236: ''My Job is So Hard: Let me Feel Bad About Myself''

I started a new job -- it's a lot of work and information processing and I have the tendency of emotionally reacting quite easily towards it. This is what I found and walked:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate me into thinking and believing I have such a hard job and that I should feel really bad for myself and within that want to cry out of self-pity and victimization so I can "feel bad for me"

I realize my labors, my work is something I am allowing myself to get really emotional about, by victimizing myself to continue existing in a self-state of pity and regret instead of allowing myself to face every emotion and feeling existent I have about work so I can understand what is "hurting me emotionally" where I go into such a victimized state

I commit myself to stop victimizing myself and stop talking or thinking of my job as something to feel pity/sorry about, because I realize I am making myself seem helpless, all as an excuse not to work through my problems in writing

I commit myself to stop feeding the systems in me-- the emotional systems I have so deeply defined myself as (ie: "an emotional person") by stopping my participation in emotions of victimization/helplessness towards work because I see that this means I need to stand up and work through my problems

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect emotional overwhelmingness to the thought "(my work) is so hard" where I allow myself to go into a state of victimization towards work/my job by slumping my shoulders as though I am helpless and stuck being in this emotional state and condition for the rest of my life

I realize what is making my job so hard is not the physical labor but the EMOTIONS that I am allowing to continue existing and cycling in me, the emotions and memories/situations I did not walk and deal with myself/find solutions for myself and where I kept myself in a self-pity/self-victimization state for no other reason than as an excuse to act out on self-sabotaging behaviors like eating a lot of sugar/junk food to "de-stress" at the end of the work day

I commit myself to assist and support myself to use writing as the platform to write out every problem and emotion that is about/bothering me about work and find solutions for myself so I do not come into work, leave work and think about work in an emotional state of mind, but that through writing I write out every single problem and instance I need to process/come to terms with and from this, assist me in finding solutions

I will continue in future posts -- thanks

Thursday, July 30, 2015

235. Got Money Problems in Your Relationship?


Today my partner and I went shopping for pillows and pillowcases. We found our pillows and then found a really soft, silky pillowcase that we really liked and wanted to get. We saw that the only way to purchase the pillowcase was to get it through as package which included the bed sheet too. However, once we saw the price my partner became iffy/uncertain to get it.

From there what happened was that I went into a reaction because I wanted to get this set/package because how I saw it was that we both really wanted it originally and that we could afford it. However, a flood of reactions came through because my husband wasn't on the same page as me -- he actually was looking at whether it is worth it to buy a pillow set like this at the price it was at.

From this, we both become reactive because we weren't on the same page when it came to purchasing/not purchasing the pillow set. And in our relationship we have that tendency to react easily when it comes to money because we both grew up in different environments and different ways of working with money. For me, for example, coming from a family who would use the credit card a lot and become a little careless about spending whereas my partner's family come from a mindset of saving every penny, and only buying necessities. So, money is certainty an issue and process we are both walking...

However, to get to my point, we were both obviously not on the same page and reactive. What I realized was that this would only continue (us being reactive and not coming to a solution/answer about the pillowcase point) unless we really talk this out and come up with a practical solution. But what I saw was that I could not get to that point of talking to my partner in stability, I knew what I had to do -- I need to apply Self-Forgiveness and release myself of the emotions, otherwise I would end up speaking from/as reactions.

So I took a break from my partner and spoke Self-Forgiveness under my breath. As I spoke I realized I had such a huge desire to get this pillowcase and was angry my partner was not fulfilling this desire to immediately buy it. I was in self-interest, only considering my want and not what would be best for us.  Once I was stable and okay, I went back to my partner and shared with him what I realized. From there on our communication became stable and we were both cool with the decision we made.

So, I'd like to share that when it comes to not being on the same page with your partner and you need to solve a problem, to first apply self-forgiveness on your reactions towards the point and this allows common sense to open up within it and then you can share and work with your partner in finding a practical solution for the both of you. Self-Forgiveness is so cool, give it a shot sometime.


Thanks for reading.



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Monday, July 6, 2015

234. What is Guaranteed in Life?

What is guaranteed in life? The last few weeks my partner and I've gone through some situations where we had to question this.

At my partner's work there was a huge change to the system and how things run there, and that recently hired workers who signed their contracts and had faith that they will be working at the company suddenly got dropped and are no longer employed. Can you imagine what that must be like, after telling your wife, family and friends about this job, signing the contract, getting an apartment near work, and then hearing the news that you didn't get it? My partner and I realized we cannot put our entire trust in the system and feel ''safe'' in it because the possibility of getting dropped/fired/laid off, so best to do what we can in the job, learn from it, expand, grow and put some money in savings.

Then I signed a contract for a job and then 2 days later am told that the person I was meant to replace (because they were going to move to another country) decided to stay, BUT that I can work in another area of the school, thus being able to keep my job (whew).

Then we found an ideal apartment, were told to ''take our time to decide'' on it, and then a few days later, on the day when we were going to see it a second time, and started talking about how we are going to decorate the apartment, we got a call that the owner decided to have another couple take the apartment. We had believed we were the only ones involved in the apartment point, had already planned what to do with it, and thus were completely shocked with the sudden turn of events. We now know we cannot be too relaxed about making decisions on apartments since it is competitive where we are living.

So, the point I'd like to bring across is: I've learned I cannot put 100% faith and trust into people and the system because ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN/CHANGE, it can be unpredictable and it can be out of your control. Best thing to do is to stay grounded, don't get your head up in the clouds of your mind, thinking, dreaming, imagining your new life with an apartment, job, etc. Stay real, practical and work with what is here (the system and how things are being run) and do some prevention like have some savings in your bank account just in case you were to suddenly lose your job.

I learned that crying, or freaking out/becoming emotional is absolutely pointless when you're up against the system -- we allowed the system to control us instead of working equal and one with it. For example, those tears are going to do nothing towards you getting another job...you have to go out and get it, or find the people to help you get it.

What CAN be guaranteed in life is the Living Income Guaranteed. I suggest you check it out HERE. 


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